Caroline Marie Alderson

1996 - 2002
LocationNewcastle Upon Tyne
Age6 years
Date of Birth4/1996
Date of Death12/2002
Visitors2,494 since 12/11/2007
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my beautiful daughter caroline passed away suddenly on the 7th december 2002. caroline suffered from cerebral palsy and needed 24 hour care. she was my dimply dumpling (nickname). She was always full of smiles, even when poorly which was quite often. Caroline had an older sister Christina who was 8 and a younger sister who was 11 weeks old when she died. As all of my daughters she was very much loved and she is greatly missed. Not a day goes by when I dont think about her.

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Waiting at the Door

I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand

It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops

But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled

I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door

Alison Mary Dunn

Phyllis Frazier Harris

November 21, 2009

A LITTLE FRIEND FOR YOU CAROLINE XXX

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Brenda Derrick

February 15, 2009

☆WISH YOU WAS HERE☆

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☆Thinking of you
Makes the miles disappear,☆
☆Together we're looking at bright decorations,
Enjoying what we like to do,☆
☆Thinking of you makes the miles disappear~
For you're missed very much☆
☆All year through…

☆So just because you're
Far away, don't think☆
☆For a moment that you're forgotten.
I'm thinking about you because loving thoughts travel far,☆
☆And wishing you a very Merry Christmas and a New Year
☆Full of wonderful things
Wish you was here.☆


*♥* MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGELS IN HEAVEN *♥*

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Brenda Derrick

December 13, 2008

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_______________Merry Christmas
______________And Also, A Happy
_____________New Year To You For
____________2009... I Hope The New
___________Year Brings You Loads Of
__________Happiness And Lots Of Fun.
_________I Hope You Have A Nice Day On
________Christmas Day, Filled With Lots Of
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______Lots Of Nice Foods, And Candies. I Hope
_____That Santa Is Good To You As Well And He
___Brings You Loads Of Presents On Christmas Day
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Merry Christmas Caroline xxxx

Brenda Derrick

December 5, 2008

A Child Loaned

"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine," He said,
"For you to love the while she lives,
And mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call her back,
Take care of her for Me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you,
And should her stay be brief,
You'll have her lovely memories
As solace for your grief."

"I cannot promise she will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over,
In my search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you.
Now will you give her all your love,
Not think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take her back again?"

I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness,
We'll love her while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for her,
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand."

Sarah North

November 15, 2008

if wishes came true

If I could wish upon a star
I would wish for you back here
I know you're happy where you are
But I miss you and want you near

Although I see you everyday
In my thoughts and in my dreams
I miss you more than words can say
It just gets worse, it seems

I try to be strong for others around
But all I want to do is cry
I just sit for hours by myself
And ask the question 'Why'?

It's the strongest pain I've ever felt
I don't think I could describe it
Although I try, I do my best
I don't think that I can hide it

My life will never be the same
That's why it's hard to bear
Because since the day you left us
I think that life's not fair

Some things seem not to matter now
Even things that mattered before
You have no idea what I would give
To make this pain less sore

People say we'll meet again
And yes I know that's true
But I wish it didn't have to be this way
Because you know how much I miss you

I love you with all my heart and soul
And there's one thing you need to know
There's not one person in the human race
That could ever take your place

love Brenda xxxx

Brenda Derrick

October 16, 2008

♥A teddy for an angel ♥


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Love Brenda xxxx

Brenda Derrick

October 11, 2008

memories

I have a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
I have a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you ask me how I am doing I would say just fine
But the truth is if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you are still with me that is true
Somehow you remain so deep inside
This memory I will never ever want to hide

Love to you and your angel~Brenda xxxxx

Brenda Derrick

October 5, 2008

♥Thinking of you and your angel♥


♥In your time of sorrow
Know that god is there
He will hold you in his arms
And wipe away your tears
He understands your pain
He feels the grief you feel
Just give to him your broken heart
For he in time will heal♥

♥ Love Brenda ♥

Brenda Derrick

September 27, 2008

Rainbow

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When you think your road is rocky and a bit too steep to climb,
When you think your guardian angel needs to work some overtime,
When your personal jigsaw puzzle has some pieces that won't fit,
When life has no rhyme or reason and you can't make sense of it,
YOU NEED A RAINBOW When the clouds are dark and stormy
And have blocked the sunshine out, And perhaps you start to wonder
What this life is all about, When your trials and tribulations seem to be so hard to bear,
And it seems there is no justice anytime or anywhere, LOOK FOR YOUR RAINBOW
When the molehills seem like mountains and the obstacles are great,
When you feel so heavy laden and your worries just inflate,
When you can't see any ending to the problems that you face,
For they just keep on increasing and you need some breathing space,
PRAY FOR YOUR RAINBOW It may be you need to look a little higher than before,
Or perhaps a little further to see past the clouds once more.
But you'll know it's worth the effort when your rainbow you can see,
And you understand the love behind God's creativity,
SEARCH FOR YOUR RAINBOW
For your rainbow holds a promise that this turbulence will cease,
And your inner conflict will become, instead, deep inner peace.
But if, though searching, you can't find your rainbow at this time,
Until you can, I say with love, you're welcome to share mine

From all the Borthwick Family

Laura-A-L Borthwick (Mum of a fellow Angel)

May 29, 2008
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